Hmm. I'm moody. Sigh. Band performance today. Bloody hell. We fucking screwed up. I'm too ashamed to face the school.
Look here, I'm too disappointed to even get angry. Fuck, even at this point, you fucking lied. I told her we are just friends. Fuck you. You want both that fucking slut and Vic, do you? You are just God-damn hopeless. You're like a fucking stranger now. And I do not wish to go on. You've drained every single bit of hope in me. It made me realized how little I knew about you. Just go be with that fucking slut. Leave Vic alone. You're such a disappointment. To think I actually believed that you really told her that. Ha, I am soo damn naive. I can't trust your words anymore. I can't trust you. You really love to make me feel guilty if I don't believe you huh. I was naive, but from this very moment, I would not believe anything you say. No matter how hard you try, No matter what you do. Guess what? I've given up on you.
Had soccer during P.E. Damn, I ran like hell. I don't know why though. I could have just slacked. But somehow, I didn't.
Random thoughts. I realized how stupid I was to trust in love. To actually believe that everything I thought could be true. Ha. I would not trust anything, anyone from now on. All the reminiscing I've had today, just made me realize what a fool I was. Sigh.
I hate every fucking thing that's happening in my life now. I'm drained out. Too tired to go on.
Thursday, September 15, 2005
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